Week 2 5/10/2021

I’m still in overwhelm with the technology with this course. I’ve realised that I need to get my ship in order and that I can’t just carry on my old patterns in life and expect things to change. I would normally walk away from things if they got tough, but this time I’m digging deep and following through.

I’ve also realised that I can not fit this course around my life as it takes a whole new way of being and that is bringing up lots of anxiety because my ego doesn’t want to let go of the old me yet. My brain is telling me to walk away, yet there is something deep inside me telling me there is something great to be gained.

What I’ve also realised is I haven’t been using my brain for quite a while and there is quite a resistance there. I need to get my ship in order and get with the program or ” giddy up” as Mark says. I know I need to wake up now at 6am on Monday mornings to watch the webinar.

On a personal note I had the most amazing few days at the beach with my husband and my boys. It was so lovely having them around me for 4 whole days. We laughed and shared stories of when they were young. We shared our hopes and aspirations. Most of all just spending time together was the best.

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