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Well this week has been bittersweet . I have been blessed by having my two boys in the family home for 3 days together. How I love these two. I am so proud of the young men they’ve become . Caring, loving, funny and so together. It filled my heart with joy to be inContinue reading “Week 14 30/12/2021”

This whole process to me is about learning to love yourself. So you are worthy to receive the abundant gifts life has to offer. I am worthy. I am loved and love itself. While reading the poem “ The girl in the glass” and saying “ I love you Clare Bates”was the start of thisContinue reading “Week 13 21/12/2021 learning to love myself”

Since March 2020 Australia closed its boarders. We were not allowed out and unless you were a returning citizen or under extreme circumstances like end of life you weren’t allowed in. Parents were no longer classed as immediate family.All my family except for my husband and my children live in the UK. I haven’t seenContinue reading “Week 12 14/12/2021 This is going to happen”

This week I am feeling the love. I have been on holiday with my husband and youngest son. I observed my son who is 20 years old. He was content, comfortable and happy with himself. A sense of great love came over me and immense happiness for him. I found myself as an observer ofContinue reading “Week11 7/12/2021 Feeling the love”

Reading the “Girl in the Glass” has really been profound. It has made me aware how much I lost connection with myself. Being a daughter, wife and mother are all label’s and each of those labels have expectations. I have found I have lost myself and over the last 10 weeks I have gained backContinue reading “Week 10 29/11/2021 loving myself”

I am really loving reading “ The Gal In The Glass” every night to myself in the mirror and telling myself “ I Love You” it felt uncomfortable for the first few goes, but now it’s so enjoyable. My favourite line is “ The person whose verdict counts the most in your life is theContinue reading “Week 9 22/11/2021 Giving”

I am truely aware of my negative thoughts. Practicing the mental diet has been a revaluation. Whenever I have a negative thought I laugh at myself and replace it with the thought of seeing my parents for the first time in 2 years. I wonderful sense of happiness comes over me. Replacing these negative thoughtsContinue reading “Week8 15/11/2021 finding the humour”

I have had a revelation. The reason I had anxiety every Monday was because I didn’t like change and Monday morning ( in Australia) is the webinar where Mark sets out the new work for the week.I’ve come to the conclusion that if I resist change how can I manifest something new. Things have shiftedContinue reading “Week 7 9/11/21”

This week I’ve been in much less overwhelm and I’m enjoying the process more and more. The connections with the colours and shapes are happening. The colours and shapes I have in my movie trailer and my movie poster are now linked. We also had to put up the colours and shapes around the house.Continue reading “Week 6 4/11/2021 Feeling the connections”

Well changes are happening. I am still anxious but less so as I’m allowing the good habits into my life. I’ve noticed this week I’m less resistant to change. For things to grow there needs to be change. I need to not stand in the way of change by my old blue print of needingContinue reading “week 5 28/10/2021 growing my confidence”